Cinco MesesApril 1, 2007 at 10:00 pm | Posted in AdoptThis! | 14 Comments
Our little boy is five months old today. Happy day, sweet boy!
I have missing him fits in the strangest places. Today in the supermarket, I saw a starter pack of g-diapers (anyone tried them? please report!) in the organic section, and I just yearned to be able to buy them for him, without worrying that it’s a stupid purchase.
I try to tell myself that if we had adopted from many other places, we wouldn’t even know our baby (g-d willing. knock knock wood) at this point.
But I see other people from our agency bringing their babies home at six months – and I feel this fierce sting of jealousy at the same time as I’m happy for them. Why them and not us? Why are we just now in PGN (maybe – GAL has still not positively confirmed this) and they are bringing their babies home?
I think envy is one of my worst faults for sure.